Just got back from Concert de Mayo aka the tour that includes Fall Out Boy, All American Rejects, from First to last, and HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS baby!!! ya they fucking rock! everyone totally fuckin rocked out....we had floor seats...hell yea bitch....someone was smoking put though i think i got a whiff of it for me to be in this mood after midnight

Im at Alexis' house watching Degrassi and trying to make since of what a fuckin great night this was...I even saw Bri there...she actually said hi to me and gave me a hug... i was in shock..we havent talked since december we took about 5 minutes to catch up..and i even saw eric there...wut a drag..were still not talking he is being an ass as usual but i admitt i feel like a whore...i went from him to david to corey (who was cheating on me) and now with jordan...i mean i really like him and i have a feeling that this isnt just gonna be a little two week thing like the rest of them and i kno i say this about everyone but this time its for real i just find it hard being tied down over the summer at least he isnt a year older than me coz if it was that case i would barely get to see him next year.

well back to talking about the concert: The All american rejects probably rocked out the best but i am in LOVE with Hawthorne Heights I bought two shirts which im gonna wear this week and i actually put make up tonight (not my favorite thing to do) but it was light and I looked pretty (bri even said so) me = Tiired *yawn* damn im gonna sleep now

Me and david broke up about a week ago for obvious reasons. I am still in love with eric and from my knowledge he still likes me.........i dont know what's going on but I'm single and some how managing to deal. At least my rep as a whore went down. I do admit that I am one. Probably one of the biggest ones ranked amoungst Carlee and Kassie but there my friends now. Uggh invasion of the preppy people and yet I find my self wearing Hollister and Aero...am I becoming one too?


I'm now in counseling for cutting myself. I go to see this later for hour sessions every other day. She must really think I have a big problem if I have to see her every other day. At least I get to skip out on 1 1/2 periouds. I usually schedule them for F&CS (becuase I know I can live without that) and some of math ( everyone wishes they can get out of that)

did I mention that i slapped eric too? yea we're not talking but somehow we managed to get in a fight so I slapped him. Then Mimi pulled me out of 5th period and we skipped together. We went to one of the bathroom's and wrote all this shit about him on the wall's in blue sharpie. Alas, my teacher didn't care. She thought I was in guidance for yet about counsling session (I use that as excuses to skip class) and I don't even need a pass anymore to get there. If someone stops us we'll just say we got called down to guidance. But now I have to skip by myself becuase Mimi got caught on one of the day's that I couldn't. What a good friend...she didn't rat on me becuase snitches get Stitches.